EXCLUSIVE INTERVIEW: RONALD “SHOWTIME” HAWTHORNE: FROM WYANDOTTE COUNTY TO THE PARALYMPIC STAGE, A LEGENDARY KANSAS CITY JUDO STORY πŸ₯‹πŸ…

 Standish913.com has been blessed to do an exclusive interview with...

"RON "SHOWTIME" HAWTHORNE"!

Let's get into some exclusive questions...


STANDISH: Growing up in Kansas City, what experiences shaped you into the athlete and person you are today?


HAWTHORNE: Wyandotte County Kansas City Kansas gave me my grit. Growing up here, you learn quickly that nothing is handed to you; you have to earn every single inch. Whether it was playing slap boxing/wrestling in local parks or dealing with the Midwest winters, KCK built my foundation. The community here is incredibly tight-knit and supportive, but they also expect you to work hard. That combination of deep love and high expectations taught me to respect the grind and never forget where I came from.




STANDISH: What does being a Paralympian mean to you beyond winning medals and competing?


HAWTHORNE: The medals are great—don't get me wrong, we all want the gold—but being a Paralympian is about shifting perspectives, It’s about showing the world that "disability" isn't a limitation; it’s just a different starting line. When I put on that Team USA uniform, I'm representing everyone who has ever been told "no," or "you can't." It’s about visibility, breaking barriers, and proving that human potential doesn't have a rigid mold.




STANDISH: Can you tell us about the moment you realized you could compete at an elite level?


HAWTHORNE: It was a specific moment during a regional wrestling meet early in my career. I remember looking at the coaches after securing qualifying for the KSHSAA high school State wrestling tournament and realizing my work ethic and skill set weren't just good for a para-athlete—they were competitive on *any* stage. The crowd went crazy, and in that split second, the self-doubt just vanished. I realized that my athleticism wasn't just a hobby anymore; it was a calling. 




 STANDISH: What obstacles have you faced in your journey, and how did you overcome them?




HAWTHORNE: Access and funding are always massive hurdles in adaptive sports. Early on, finding the right coaching, specialized training facilities, and equipment was a constant battle. I overcame it through sheer stubbornness and building a village. When one door closed, my team and I found a window. I learned to treat obstacles the same way I treat hurdles on the mat: you don't stop for them, you just adjust your stride and clear them.




STANDISH: Why do people call you "Showtime," and what does that nickname represent?


HAWTHORNE: (hahaha) "Showtime" came about because I don't just like to win—I like to use my faith and purpose. When the lights are the brightest and the pressure is the highest, that’s when I feel most alive. It represents my belief that sports should be fun, dramatic, and inspiring. When I step onto the mat, the hard work, dedication and discipline comes out, and it’s time to showcase God's work and all that he is worth. It’s an alter ego that locks me into absolute focus.




STANDISH: What has been the proudest moment of your athletic career so far?


HAWTHORNE: Standing on the podium at the Pan American championships and also the junior World championships hearing the national anthem play, knowing my family was watching from Kansas City Kansas. Looking down at a medal and remembering the exact days I wanted to quit, the days my body ached, and realizing every single sacrifice was worth it. 




STANDISH: How do you stay motivated during difficult training days, injuries, or setbacks?


HAWTHORNE: Motivation is fleeting; **discipline** is what keeps you going. On the days I don't feel like training, or when I'm rehabbing an injury, I focus on my "why." I think about the next competitions and potential opponents, and I think about the kid out there watching me who needs to see that setbacks are just setups for the comeback. You have to love the boring, painful parts of the process just as much as the podium.




STANDISH: What misconceptions do people often have about Paralympic athletes?


HAWTHORNE: The biggest misconception is that we are just "happy to be there" or that it’s an inspirational participation event. Look, we are elite, cold-blooded competitors. We train 2 to 3 a day, watch our nutrition, study film, and suffer through highs and lows and lactic acid just like any Olympian. We aren't inspirational just because we show up; we deserve respect because of the elite athletic metrics we produce.




STANDISH: Who were your biggest inspirations growing up, both in sports and in life?


HAWTHORNE: In sports, it was guys like Scott Moore and Maurice Greene—athletes who brought massive personality and flair to their respective sport. They made it a spectacle. In life, it’s my family. My Grandparents, especially. They never allowed me to use my circumstances as an excuse. They taught me that a setback is just a prompt to figure out a creative solution.




STANDISH: What advice would you give to young athletes with disabilities who dream of competing at the highest level?


HAWTHORNE: "Never let someone else's low expectations define your ceiling."


Define your own boundaries. Find a sport you love, show up every single day, and don't be afraid to fail publicly. Failure is just data—it tells you what to fix for the next competition. 




STANDISH: How has representing the United States on the world stage changed your perspective on life?


HAWTHORNE: It made my world a lot bigger, but it also made it feel more connected. When you’re in the Paralympic Village, you see athletes from countries going through immense hardships, yet everyone is united by sportsmanship and mutual respect. It made me realize how incredibly blessed I am, and it gave me a global perspective on what it means to be a resilient human being.




STANDISH: What's next for Ronald "Showtime" Hawthorne, and what goals are you focused on right now?


HAWTHORNE: Right now, the focus is entirely on the next World Championships and the upcoming Paralympic Games. I’m hunting for world/paralympic greatness I must earn a paralympic medal. Off the mat, I’m focusing on expanding adaptive sports programs in inner cities, making sure the next generation of para-athletes has an easier path than I did. Furthermore, I was honored to receive a proclamation key from the Mayor of Wyandotte County, Kansas City, Kansas, which was presented to me by Mrs. Crystal Watson. My official holiday for Wyandotte County, Kansas City, Kansas is every June 6th, and this year marks the inaugural date of this holiday.




STANDISH: As a Kansas City native, what message would you like to share with the next generation coming out of our city?


HAWTHORNE: To the kids in Wyandotte County KCK: Your zip code does not dictate your destiny. We come from a city of champions—from the Chiefs to the Royals to the local legends. Carry that Wyandotte pride with you, put your head down, do the work, and when your time comes, make sure you show the world exactly what you're made of.




STANDISH: If your life story became a documentary, what would the title be and why?


HAWTHORNE: It would be called, "BEYOND SIGHT" The Ronald Showtime Hawthorne Story. Because my life has been full of drama, high stakes, and moments where I had to perform when everything was on the line. It captures both the hard work behind the scenes and the spectacle of the performance.




STANDISH: Looking back at everything you've overcome, what are you most grateful for today?


HAWTHORNE: I’m most grateful for the perspective my journey has given me. If everything had been easy, I wouldn't appreciate the losses and wins the way I do now. I'm grateful Jesus for my health, my family, the community in Kansas City Kansas that raised me, and the platform I have to show the world that "Beyond Sight Showtime" is just getting started.


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2026 EXCLUSIVE INTERVIEW: ANOTHER ROUND WITH DAVID HOWARD THORNTON... ART THE CLOWN ISN’T DONE WITH US YET! 🀑πŸ”ͺ

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"DAVID HOWARD THORNTON"!

Let's get into some exclusive questions...


STANDISH: When we last spoke a few years ago, you were at a different point in this journey. What’s something you believed about success back then that you would challenge now?


DAVID: I really can't think of anything that I would challenge now, though it has become more clear how others seek to use your fame in order to promote their own fame and agendas. 




STANDISH: Art’s popularity creates a strange challenge: people show up excited to see someone they’re supposed to fear. How do you turn that affection against the audience and make their favorite character feel dangerous again?


DAVID: That's definitely a challenge that Damien and I face on set. This is why we sometimes do different takes on scenes. For instance we may do a comedic take of me doing something to a victim and then do a serious and scary take. Walking that fine line of making Art a funny character that you cheer for but also a scary character that you also fear is a daunting task.




STANDISH: Art often behaves as though he’s the funniest person in the room. Have you ever played a moment as a joke that nobody appreciates and could that wounded ego be more frightening than his enjoyment of violence?


DAVID: Not yet, but that would be a fun take on a scene at some point. 




STANDISH: Give us an Art “outtake” in words: a gesture, reaction, or bit you loved that never made the final cut. What would it have revealed about him?


DAVID: We did film the scene where Victoria takes a fork and slams it down into Art's neck stump, slams his decapiated head on it, and then duct tapes his head back into place. Unfortunately it was cut for time reasons, but I think it would have better explained how he got his head back on his body. There's also plenty of bits of me playing that have been cut for time purposes, especially with the opossum and the costume shop scene.




STANDISH: If Damien showed you a scene and said, “It’s disturbing, but it doesn’t feel like Art,” what would you examine first? What separates something Art would do from something written simply to shock people?


DAVID: That's easy. Art would never rape someone. I see him as an asexual monster that takes not pleasure in such acts. It's beneath him.




STANDISH: Audiences can get used to almost anything, including extreme gore. Where do you think Art’s next genuinely unsettling moment could come from if making the violence bigger were off the table?


DAVID: We had MUCH more to the finale that got really disturbing with Art and Victoria in how they handled Sienna and Gabby that was cut before we filmed it due to time. I don't want to elaborate more since it might be included in part 4, but things got DARK!




STANDISH: Is there a scene where your face tells a different story from what Art’s hands are doing? Walk us through that contradiction and why you chose it.


DAVID: That would be when he was shooting Tara in the face. For once, he was not taking pleasure in killing someone while he was actively doing it. He was disgusted and disappointed in having to do that.




STANDISH: Without revealing any official backstory, what private belief about Art helps you play him consistently, even if you’ve never shared it with Damien or the audience?


DAVID: It all comes from a line that the Cat Lady had in the first film, that Art kills because he finds it funny and amusing. He doesn't kill for revenge etc. He just does it because he finds it entertaining. He's the anti-clown. Clowns are here to bring joy and amusement to other people. They are selfless. Art is here to bring pain and misery to others for his own selfish amusement.




STANDISH: What’s the most useful disagreement you and Damien have had about Art? Take us inside the conversation and how it changed what ended up onscreen.


DAVID: We've had many discussions about his origin over these years. It wasn't really a disagreement, but he shot some of my ideas down because he never wanted Art to be a sympathetic villain. He wants him to be pure evil incarnate. Once I understood that, it made playing him easier.




STANDISH: Which moment across the three films would you nominate as your strongest acting, rather than Art’s most memorable kill? What were you doing in that scene that deserves a closer look?


DAVID: I would say that the bar scene or the mall scenes were some of my strongest comedic moments that I have had because I got to either play and do my comedy with professionals that I have admired during my life, or that I had a large audience watching me that I could play to. Though I am also happy with the face acting I did in the moment that Sienna stabs me with the sword in part 3. Art goes through a whole range of emotions, and I did all of that while being practically blind due to the contacts I was wearing that I could not see through. I just had to trust my instincts and play that moment. 

STANDISH: Art’s silence less viewers supply their own meaning. Has a fan ever described a scene in a way that was completely different from your intention but made you reconsider your own performance?


DAVID: Not yet at least.




STANDISH: When fans meet you, they’re meeting the person behind someone who frightens them. Has an encounter ever moved beyond the usual photo and autograph and changed your understanding of what this character means to people?


DAVID: Many people have told me how watching these films have helped them cope and deal with the trauma that they have experienced in their own lives. Some literally had some Art therapy watching these films. I think a lot can identify with Sienna's journey and what she has had to overcome.




STANDISH: What’s one creative risk you would take with Art even if you suspected some fans would hate it at first? Why would that risk be worth taking?


DAVID: Hmmm...letting him loose in a maternity ward? That would definitely test the boundaries of the character's vileness.




STANDISH: You’ve given Art a face people remember. What kind of role would let you show an equally powerful side of yourself that this character has no room for?


DAVID: Well, I have never truly been given an opportunity to really speak and monologue. I am a well trained theater and voice actor with decades of experience on the stage and behind a microphone. I think playing an eloquent and intelligent character that loves the sound of his own voice and has interesting philosophies about the human condition would be a great way to show more of my range. The Joker is a great way to do that, I think!


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Thanks so much for your time!


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We’ve known each other for years, but hearing him speak on what I went through being locked up abroad hits different. Rick, thank you for standing by me and using your voice to help get my story heard. 


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πŸš” I was detained in Canada and taken to the Edmonton Remand Centre.


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✈️πŸ’” What started as an international love story turned into a nightmare I never could have imagined.

⛓️🚨 "ARE WE IN JAIL?” is a raw and emotional documentary experience based on the true story of Christopher J. Standish Jr., creator and founder of Standish913. What was supposed to be a trip built around love, trust, and new beginnings quickly became a fight for survival inside Canada’s largest, most intimidating correctional facility - Edmonton Remand Centre.

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One flight.

One decision.

One person I trusted.

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No control.

No warning.

No way out.

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Betrayed Across Borders: How Love Turned Into An International Prison Sentence...

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This is one of those stories.


I didn’t travel across borders looking for trouble. I traveled for love. For connection. For something real. What I found instead was something I never could’ve prepared for — a system I didn’t understand, a place I couldn’t escape, and a reality that stripped everything from me except my will to survive.


“ARE WE IN JAIL?” isn’t just a title.

It was a question I lived.


The official trailer is out now, and it’s more than just a preview — it’s a glimpse into what happens when trust turns into betrayal, when distance turns into danger, and when a normal life can disappear in a matter of moments.


As a legally blind American, navigating everyday life already comes with challenges. But nothing compares to being locked inside a foreign prison — isolated, confused, and fighting to make sense of how everything went so wrong.


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Not peace — but absence.

Absence of control.

Absence of certainty.

Absence of the life you once knew.


Every sound echoes louder. Every second feels longer. Every thought becomes heavier.


You start asking yourself questions you never thought you would:


How did I get here?

Who can I trust?

Am I ever getting out?


And eventually…

“Are we in jail?” stops being a question — and becomes your reality.


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How vulnerable we really are.

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- Christopher J. Standish Jr.

“ARE WE IN JAIL?”